by Angela Costi
My
grandmother spoke
about her time with war,
never opening the door despite 
her hearth crying for company,
“Even if the voice in the dark 
sounds like your neighbour’s,
it could be the demon tricking 
your mind into unlocking, 
it could be the neighbour 
who has become the enemy
while you have slept,” here
the sound of welcome becomes
the sound of fear, here I stand,
one side of the locked door,
noticing how my heart 
is racing to open the latch 
while my head is pounding
leave me alone, the knock
turns into the shrill ring into 
the spill of door light’s growing
spread of familiar foreign 
demanding entrance, “Who’s there?”
The reply is a cage of jokes 
buried by ancestral warning.
The shadow grows smaller
retreats into the shape 
of a shawl-covered woman, 
softly hunched
opening the gate to leave 
with no answer for the knock 
of the world 
demanding to greet 
the body.
* * * * *
Angela Costi is an Australian-based poet and
essayist of Cypriot-Greek heritage. 
She is the author of four poetry
collections including Honey and Salt (Five Islands Press,
2007) and Lost in Mid-Verse (Owl Publishing, 2014). 
An award from the National Languages Board in 1995 enabled her to study Ancient
Greek drama in Greece. 
Wednesday, 6 January 2021
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Kinda getting to feel like that right now.
ReplyDeleteWOW!! Thank you!
ReplyDeletePowerful and poignant.
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