The
forty-seventh Moon Prize goes
to Nancy Gerber's poem "In the Garden,
Stuttgart."
In the Garden, Stuttgart
by Nancy
Gerber
Captive forever
in black and white,
my family seated in the garden.
Great Uncle Louis, Great Grandma Clara,
her daughters, Flora and Ilse,
my father, his
sister Ruth,
their cousins Lore and Peter.
The year is
1930, my father seven.
No one imagines
the gassings.
Five years later Flora is gone.
Felled by infection from an asylum,
her mind diseased
before her body.
My grandfather Kurt reappears
to care for his children
though he has married
another woman.
After the war, a reunion,
for those who are left.
The U.S. their
new home.
Learn a new
tongue. Try to forget.
The garden still beckons but my father
returned only
once.
I’ve never been, though at night
I dream of deep forests, rushing rivers
a woman’s voice calling Mein Leibschen,
a castle where everyone waltzes.
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This poem is excerpted with permission from the author’s poetry chapbook, We Are All Refugees (New Feral Press, 2017). For more information or to order copies please contact Nancy Gerber at nancygerber79@gmail.com.
Nancy
Gerber writes fiction, poetry, and essays. Her most recent book, A Way Out
of Nowhere (Big
Table Publishing), is a collection of short stories featuring female
protagonists negotiating the complexities of relationships; it is available on Amazon.
Nightmare embedded in the soul.
ReplyDeleteThat last line especially, so haunting
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