Leda
#MeToo
by
Grace Richards
The
poets, in their propaganda,
like
to dance around the themes of fate
and
free will. Ovid and Yeats describe
me as
a beautiful young girl, specially
chosen
by Zeus, yet unappreciative
and
probably ignorant of the fact.
My
fate was to be born a woman.
Against
God’s will, I don’t stand a chance.
I am
staggering and helpless, unable
to
push away the swift, cocksure fowl
with
my vague, terrified fingers.
I am
surprised by the sudden blow,
the swan’s
great wings beating still,
as
it catches my neck in its sharp beak,
as
it lays me out on the damp, fertile ground,
as
it presses its bony avian body close
against
the softness of my throat and breasts,
that
I might feel its strange heart beating
where
we lie. Its dark webbed feet part
my unwilling
thighs. With hard insistence,
it
violates and impregnates me
with
wild, Olympian seed.
When
it’s over:
I am
bloody and bruised, my dress smeared
with
green algae drooled from its mouth.
I am
unimpressed by the feathered glory
of
this god in disguise,
by the
deception
and
artifice he undertakes
for
the act of rape.
The
poets say
I
was mastered by this brute blood of the air,
but I
was there,
and that
is only their delusion.
* *
* * *
Italicized
phrases are quoted from “Leda and the Swan” by William Butler Yeats, 1924.
Grace
Richards has worked in the TV and film industry in Los Angeles and taught ESL
at the college level in Southern California and at the University of Oregon.
During the last few most dramatic years, she has found her poetic voice. Her
work has been published by SettingForth.org, Herstryblog.com, Willawaw Journal,
and in the anthology Poems on Poems and
Poets (Setting Forth Press, 2016). Her
first chapbook, Mid-Century Modern and
Other Poems, was published in September 2019 by Dancing Girl Press
(available for purchase from www.dancinggirlpress.com and from the author).
Brutal, chastening, and beautifully wrought.
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