This month's Moon Prize, the 113th, goes to Donna Dallas's stunning story "Habitat."
She
rides with her pack of wolves on black Harley's. Yellow unkempt hair under a
bowl-shaped helmet, flowing over solid shoulders and apple breasts. Her
stained-glass makeup covers up days of reckless riding. A blue flame to match
her blue eyeshadow. She burns, her heat cannot be contained and that is why she
rides. Animal girl, slicked in leather passed down through heavy mileage. A
long line of followers wait to share her bike. She can’t have a man without
breaking him and when he’s broke, she rides alone.
She
smokes cigarettes through her cherry lips with her leather legs spread apart
and her beer resting in between. She pees out there in the wilderness, eyes
like ripe blueberries, scanning her terrain. She has a tattoo of Jesus Christ
on her right arm. Jesus guides her when she fixes her bike. Jesus flexes and
stretches on her arm when she works her tools on the bikes’ engine. She knows
how to work every part. Her daddy was a biker and she’s traveled more miles
than a monarch butterfly.
Daddy
raised her on the back of his bike and when she could see over the clutch, he
put her on her own. When he died, she sat with him in Washington’s Crossing. She
took his place and took his bike. He taught her to move free, a leather panther
treading the wild gravel, new leader of the pack. Ode to daddy, never let
civilization cut her wheels and contain her habitat.
She
won’t stay put for very long. The voices of her people carry over the asphalt
of Interstate 66. Her band grows bigger. Laden with leather and worn denim,
their primal urge to ride. Animal lust courses through their blood and their
scent spreads across the camp like heat out of a furnace. They roll around the
devil’s fire, growling through the crackling red flames. Their skins are one
and they believe there is no other life truer than theirs.
Her
thoughts wander along the black veins of smoke, drifting lazily into the moons’
belly. She recalls a small house in a town she left back east. The man with the
crisp clothes and the honey bronzed skin. The one who softened her body to
suede. Tamed girl, silly from long kisses that slowed her down and down and
melded her into an orb of blue heat. No makeup needed, no leather, just skin
wrapped in the scent of his body.
She
left one morning before the sun rose, before the bronze god awoke. She heard
the roar of the motorcycles, the chanting engines. The walls became too close
and the bed too soft for her. Daddy’s breath floated along the carbon monoxide.
The air tightened up and she could not breathe any longer unless it was along
the wind from her bike in motion. She knew if she stayed, she would lose her
freedom, that’s what daddy told her. Never let them tame you. So, she keeps
moving, on the bike, with her pack.
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Donna Dallas has appeared
in a plethora of journals, most recently The Opiate, Beatnik Cowboy, Tribes,
Horror Sleaze Trash and Fevers of the Mind. She is the author of Death
Sisters, her legacy novel, published by Alien Buddha Press. Her first
chapbook, Smoke and Mirrors, launched in 2022 with New York Quarterly.
Donna serves on the editorial team of NYQ. donnaanndallas@gmail.com
@DonnaDallas15
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