My mother’s
rings
by Nina
Rubinstein Alonso
Three rings on
her hands
one gold two
silver maybe sleeping
when someone
slipped them off
doesn’t know
what happened
maybe coaxed
away during a bath
by fake-helpful
soapy fingers
simple as
children blowing bubbles
but now her
hands remember
feel empty and
wrong without rings
mom gazes down
finds
no gold no
silver no mist
of memory no
suspicious breeze
while I check
blank faces of aides
tucking clean
sheets on an empty bed
preparing for
the next worn out body
their white
uniforms have
slim pockets
where swift fingers
might hide an
old lady’s rings but
my complaint
brings stiff denials
officially
polished lies about
the whole
shitty disgusting business.
* * * * *
Nina Rubinstein Alonso’s work appeared in Ploughshares, The New Yorker,
The New Boston Review, Muddy River Poetry Review, Ibbetson Street, Writing in a
Woman’s Voice, Southern Women’s Review, Black Poppy Review, Tears and
Laughter, etc. David Godine Press published her book This Body, and
her chapbook Riot Wake is upcoming from Červená Barva Press. She taught
at Boston Ballet, directs Fresh Pond Ballet School and practices raja yoga
meditation (sahajmarg.org).
"the whole shitty disgusting business," indeed.
ReplyDeleteSo real - I worked in a nursing home and there were many sad stories like your darling mother's heartbreaking experience....those rings, as your poem so beautifully describes, were the chapters of her life that kept her memory alive and her present in focus! Beautifully written, but so very sad!
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