Happy full moon to everyone. The fifty-third Moon Prize on today's full moon goes to Tamara Madison's poem "In San Francisco."

In San Francisco

by Tamara Madison

After work I climb the tall streets

of my neighborhood, up down up down,

toward home, away again, past the bar

that floods the sidewalk with the smell

of despair, up this hill and down the next,

past the drunks on the corner, past

the homeless Rastafarian, up one hill

and down another, past angry kids

with pins in lips. My head swirls

with thoughts that I know are stupid,

dangerous and wrong, but still

they swirl around, around, up one street

and down until finally, just to stop

the madness I make my way to my own

door and into a sea where love roils –

pure for the child, sharp and painful

for the man who helped to make him.

I turn the knob and wade into the churning

waters of my terrible mistake.

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Tamara Madison is the author of the chapbook The Belly Remembers and two full-length volumes of poetry, Wild Domestic and Moraine, all published by Pearl Editions. Her work has appeared in Chiron Review, Your Daily Poem, A Year of Being Here, Nerve Cowboy, the Writer’s Almanac, Sheila-Na-Gig, and many other publications. She has recently retired from teaching English and French in Los Angeles and is happy to finally get some sleep. More about Tamara can be found at tamaramadisonpoetry.com.