Today an editorial on the occasion
of having posted 91 poems, stories, reflections written by you, my friends.
Why 91? Well, 91 is 7 times 13. 4
times 91 plus one (or 2) is the number of days in a year. There are 91 steps in
4 directions to the top of some Mayan temples. And now there are 91 examples of
a woman's voice singing out into the world.
It's been interesting. I didn't
know what—if anything—would happen. So many voices, so many moods. So many
dreams.
Also, so many veils. Veils
themselves are beautiful, the silk of syllables, the burlap of brooding. The
most important thing is that, even as we draw our verbal veils around our
nakedness, we remain true to our desire, that we do not let anybody dissuade us
from our voice and what it wants to sing or cry or even cough up in discomfort.
My own voice has been trampled on
by judgment—sentimental, over the top, too sweet, too something, just not
right. So it is especially important for me to listen to and to encourage all
our voices. Raw diamonds, cut diamonds, polished diamonds. Sweet diamonds.
Angry diamonds.
In women's magazines—as, for that
matter, in literary magazines—the theme is usually to be beautiful, to make
ourselves attractive to the world. From time to time, there are rebellious
features of women looking ugly, grim, provocative. We are a world of many
faces. Sometimes I think our main face is the face of love and yearning.
The greatest harm to our voice is
our insecurity. Sometimes it keeps us from saying what we have really wanted to
say. Are we reaching an audience? Are we pleasing an audience? Are we doing it wrong? Are we interesting
enough? Are we respectable enough?
And I want to say, does any of
that matter? So I will keep inviting you to say what you have always wanted to
say. Trust yourself.
Thank you for sharing your
precious voices. Gracias. Grazie. Merci. Danke.
Keep sending words my way. Until
further notice I have lifted any and all deadlines. Let's see what happens. I still
don't know what—if anything—will happen. More magic perhaps. I already have
magic lined up for the next 30 days or so. The rest depends on you, your
voices, your courage. (PS, as ever, I am willing to post things anonymously if
that what it takes to draw out your voice.)
By encouraging you I encourage myself to let go of the warnings and
indoctrinations, to undo the fetters, to live and to write who I want to be.
We are not here to be quiet.
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